How many?

Three days till mediation and hopefully the finalization of the divorce. I realized the other day that the limbo I'm in is not only involving where I live but with my friendships and where I am like I'm not single but I'm not together with my husband, where do I stand? It isolates me from people who are my friends, who listen without critizism but give positive encouragement when commenting, who believe in me, support me, and are sensitive to the situation. It gets lonely. So ready to be out of limboville. I get through it with my Heavenly Father with me. That has been the only way this past year. There have been good days and there have been bad days. It is nice to know that when I have those bad days, that I can turn to him for help to lift me up and to continue. " I look to you, I look to you. And when all my strengh is gone, with you I carry on, I look to you" Whitney Houston song "I look to you" ( it's on my Ipod)